end of love story

hye guys,i just move on after get dump for d scond times.
funny tho. but tats not what i wana talk about.
i just fnsh my 1st year at UKM.
and i will success.

i had to learn what i got,
and what i deserve.
i wont give up. evn if the sky get rough.
im too happy + sad.

i dont know what future hold
god knows how i feel rght now.
im still looking up. :)

#Miss Aila xoxo

my song~

just a dream - cover by sam tsui & cristina grimmie (nelly)

I was thinking about herThinking bout meThinkin bout us (us)What we gunna be?Open my eyes, (Yeah)it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)down that road (road)Will she come back? (Uh)No one knowsI realize (Yeah)It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basementNumber 1 spot, Now she find her a replacementI swear now I can't take itKnowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't thinkI shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ringCuz I can still feel it in the airSee her pretty face, run my fingers through her hairMy love of my life, My shawty, my wifeShe left me, Im tied.Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about herThinking bout meThinkin bout us (us)What we gunna be?Open my eyes, (Yeah)it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)Down that road (Yeah)Will she come back? (back)No one knowsI realize (Yeah)It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin' man I swear I see your face at every turnTrying to get my usher on but I can't let it burnAnd I just hope she know that she the only one I yearn forMore and more, I miss her, when will I learn?Didn't give her all my loveI guess now I got my paybackNow i'm in the club thinking all about my babyHEY, she was so easy to loveBut wait, I guess that love wasn't enoughI'm going through it everytime that I'm aloneAnd now I'm wishin' wishin' she'd pick up the phoneBut she made a decision that she wanted to move onCause I was wrong.

I was thinking about herThinking bout meThinkin bout us (us)What we gunna be?Open my eyes, (Yeah)it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)Down that road (road)Will she come back? (back)No one knowsI realize (Yeah)It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands upIf you ever loved somebody put your hands upAnd now they're gone and you wish you could give them everythingX2

I was thinking about herThinking bout meThinkin bout us (us)What we gunna be?Open my eyes, (Yeah)it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)Down that road (road)Will she come back? (back)No one knowsI realize (Yeah)It was only just a dream...

this song tell us..how a guy really love his girl..

how he hope that the girl she love would come back to him..

when his girl was away,he used to feel like she was still around.

he keep thinking of the girl and whenever he remember those moment wiv his girl,it was just those memories back before..

<3 AiceHzq

my dear roomate

haha..blog ni aku slalu update klu nk lepas geram or tention je..
so selama aku x update ni means aku happy la..hohoh (happy la sgt)
anyway,my belove rumate baru blik td,
xtaw la dia hang out kat mne.
but for sure she's high now..
trolololol...
bau smoke je bile dia msuk bilik..
dgn kipas yg laju dan aku mls nk bukak tingkap..
so,as long as she was happy..im fine wiv dat..
anyway,tomoro i ade mock exam for statistic. damn!
sehabuk pun x study..
ni sume gara2 nk dload note tp terlencong pi bukak fb and others..thehehe..
anyway..i really like my roomate la..
she was the type of girl which i like..
lol..i mean i nlike her personality..
even so she's a smoker (i dont gv a damn)
she's nice..and kinda shy..hhohoho...
so tats all for now..or else blog ni bersawang plak..
gudnyte sweet gals and romantic men :D
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unexpected future

morning peeps..
hey,here we go again,the hard moment in my day..
i hate saying those word,but i cant help it tho..
somehow,i've get together wv my ex..
so now he's call as my love boyfriend or wateva..
yeah,since i've get those admision to UKM,we get kinda close.
and i know he love me tho..
but the prob is,maybe we get too close that another prob happen.
but nope,not the usual prob like merajuk2 manja something like tat..

i got a huge prob u'olss...
he wan me to met his mom..
and then i start to think..
do i..do i really wana get tat fuckin seriuos wiv him..
like meeting his fmly..have lunch..lepak2 and chat wiv his parent..
and their parent will know me..and watever thing it might happen in the fture..
am just scared..
and he was like making tis decision himself..
he told me to met his mom at the end of 2012..
hurm....
the day wll end..hohoho..
seriously..im not ready..
but im not playing and have fun wiv him..
i do really love him alot..
just tat i cnt met his parent yet..
bcos..bcos..his prent once hate me so much tat they ask me to break wiv him..
and my loving boy thot that his parent would forget tat and accept a new me,..
duh..im not ready..
its dissapointed..really..
im in a dlemma..
and wat i know is im not ready FOR A SEROIUS RELATIONSHIP. :(

dia tercipta untuk saya

29 december 2009
mohammad haziq bin maslan
satu nama baru yang hadir dlm diri ini.
detik perkenalan kami mudah.
hanya dengan bercerita kisah-kisah bersama.

16 march 2010
kali pertama menatap matanya.
suria KLCC
kinokuniya bookstore.
lambang cinta kami dan betapa kami mencintai buku. :)

terlalu banyak rasa yang dialami saat kami mula berkenalan.
sedih. pahit. sukar. dugaan. perit. nyilu.
dia tetap disisi walau apa jua berlaku.

betapa tenang dia melayan setiap tingkah keanak-anakan aku.
dihatinya cuma ada satu nama.
dihatinya cuma ada satu insan untuk dilindung.

dan aku juga sedar,betapa besarnya tanggungjawab
insan yang ku sayang terhadap keluarganya.

dirinya begitu sempurna.
sempurnanya kerana ku terima setiap kekurangan yang ada.
setiap insan punya kelebihan.
dan ku akui.
kelebihannya itu menawan hati insan yang amat sukar untuk ditakhluki.

katanya cinta bukan untuk mainan.
dia tidak melafazkan sesuatu sekadar permintaan.
dia jujur dan ikhlas atas dasar sayang.

yaAllah,peliharalah kekasih ku dari kesulitan.
kuatkanlah cinta kami sekuat cinta mu pada kekasih mu jua.
lindunglah kami dari kelaknatan.
sucikanlah hati kami dari kemurkaan.
junjunglah kasih kami diatas jalan kebenaran.
titiplah rahmat mu dlm hubungan kami.
satukanlah hati kami dgn akad yang murni.
belailah keturunan kami dgn tauladan.
krn kami mengakui bhw kami lah insan,
yang lemah lg hina disisi mu. 

Notice Me - David Archuleta

live your life.. :)

life is unexpected.
to be yourself or to be fake.
everything is our choice.

i experience times which i've been rejected..

times in which people laugh & smile with me..

times where i meet new friends and widen my circle..

and the most memorable times is which holding hands with those who fall..

and rising them up.. 

be positive for each and every damn thing tat happen in front of you..
fight for your need!
gain respect from others!
lead the group..!
success in every thing you accomplish..
for those are memories you have,you cherish it..earn it..prove it..

and when im living on my own feet..
im laughing like no one would care..
wearing cloth that could make girls roll their eyes..
never give a damn on what they think..
go on..explore the huge world..

im am born to be myself.
its alright if you hate me..
its ok if you catch me liking you..
because what happen in nothing to be explain..

i love those..who sincerely love others..
because without love,there is no world a human could live..

grenade love...Miss Aila & secret recipe.. haha.. *craving for it~ <3